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When I was 7 my 10 year old sister died. I lost my childhood. My parents lost their way. Having witnessed what they went through I know that you never get over it. It's like losing a leg. You look down expecting it to be there but it's always gone. But you do learn to carry on. And then to live. And finally learn to have fun again. A few weeks before my sister died she told me that she'd never leave me. I lost my sister but I got a guardian angel who is always by my side and has saved me from certain death on several occasions. I recently told one of my others sisters that before her death our sister told me she'd never leave me and my living sister told me that she's felt like she's had her own guardian angel ever since she died. I hadn't told anyone else that. I guess she's with us all. I didn't read this until this morning so I didn't know. But if you need her you can borrow my angel for a while. Her name is Janice. She likes to sleep with the door open.